This phrase is from one of the famous Disney Cartoon’s lyric “Let it go”, now I really feel that this three-letter word means the world to me. Let me tell why? because, ever since my Diesel left me, I have been trying to overcome the pain, sorrows and trauma that his death has caused but I haven’t been able to come out of it yet. There are my friends, my colleagues and some random people in my neighborhood, for most of them they do understand the pain one goes through after losing their Pet, then there are some people who actually would not feel sorry neither feel any sentiments for the person who lost their pet. I don’t complain them because it is how the world goes. Until you haven’t kept a pet, you wouldn’t know what affection means, what loving from the core of the heart means. We are loved dearly by our pets, if you have a dog, you shall know it when he wags his tail, if you have a cat, you will know by the slow blink of their eyes.
Animals are so innocent and pure at heart; they fall in love with us ever since they come to our home. The way we treat them, the way he scold them-all what it matters is that they love their Humans. The only thing that hits me hard is, that whenever and whatever the time of the day it is, I still think that Diesel is around. It seems as if I will get mentally ill, but nobody understands the trauma that I am dealing with. The pain is so severe that it still strikes me, I try to control my emotions and understand the fact that everyone has to leave one day sooner or later, this is how the Universe is. I remember someone said that “it is better that our pets leave before us, because later once we are gone, pets the ones who are relocated and not treated with love and care the way we did to them”. This made me contended and hurt at the same time. All I wanted was my Diesel to stay with me, but I guess, his time was near and he knew it. He tried to comfort me already days before his death. I still remember the way he used to sit next to me, press his on my knee while I petted him. That was the time I always used to tell him, that I love you Diesel, and I knew that he understands whatever I say to him. He was such a good boy, such an angel. He was my rock, my pillar because, I stood with me through all the situations that I faced. He was there to cheer me up, I knew he knew it all, he knew my pain, my sorrows and happiness as well, he knew it all.
The only thing that I am not able to coupe up is- his death. The fact that my Diesel has become “was” from “is”. This hits me hard and it hits me too bad.
Nobody would know the pain of losing a pet until you’ve actually owned them, their trust and their love. No one in this world can actually be as loyal to you, as these Dogs are. They are angels and we should respect, care and love them by all our heart because these innocent animals are the ones who take care of us, as we need care the most than they need it from us.
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